update

so I am not going to even get started on the whole custody thing that my guy and I are going through with his ex for his daughter. but it is still a stress and we've been fighting about it for over 8 months. all we want is 50% time with her and to pay the appropriate amount. She somehow believes that it's like alimony and she gets some special consideration and deserves more. ugh its a mess let me tell you.
things seem to be escalating, the good thing is that I am getting married to the most wonderful man in the world on Saturday! its totally mind boggling. the planning and everything have been crazy but I am sure it will be beautiful!
the bad, sigh, we are closing the site I work in and I'll be losing my job. I actually have known for a week and I can't tell anyone till tomorrow when it is announced. I will be able to work till Christmas then I'll need to start pounding the pavement. its a terrible strain to know what is going on and not be able to tell coworkers and family.
so through all of this I have kinda dropped my good eating and stopped following WW. my commitment is to begin full force on Monday! my sister joined WW and she weighs in on Saturdays so we'll go together and I just need to get back into the habits I was in before. I am not sure how much damage I did to my diet but I am sure in the last 6 months I have gained about 10. I am sure I can rid myself of the weight fairly quickly. it will also make me feel much better to have alone time when I walk the hour after work. I have also decided this is where I am going to post all my progress! yay!