quick test for a first blog

So last November i started seeing a good friend of mine (i had pined for years and years for him). i was happy to have the chance to date him as i knew we would be a great couple. i didn't figure on anything life changing though because i knew where he was coming from and i figured i would be a transitional girl. i just had really liked him as a friend and always thought he would be a great guy to date. i wasn't too worried about it since i had decided that i would be ok with being alone. so if it didn't work out i just hoped we could go back to friendship. (i was tired of waiting till the men i liked were in the right spot to date them cuz they kept getting taken while i was being distant to let them figure out their lives)
we started spending time together and i was seriously falling for him and i knew it probably wouldn't be good since, in my experience, when i told a guy i liked him they usually disappeared faster than Houdini could exit a pair of handcuffs. much to my surprise he has been extremely forthcoming with commitment and hopes for the future. we keep finding we are worried about the other becoming freaked out and that's why we hold back but neither of us are freaked out at all. in fact i just want to spend more and more time with him.
being with him is amazing, we laugh a lot and spend time doing things like read the paper or talking about our days and there isn't uncomfortable silence. I honestly don't want to sound like those people you hate but its so easy to be with him. there are things that are difficult in both of our lives but being with him isn't making my life complicated, its simplifying it. i dread the days i don't see him because i feel so happy when i spend time with him and when i don't i feel like i am missing something. its so balanced now and i just hope i can continue on this path. i know we can stand the test of time though.
yes yes i am that person i used to hate, i stopped looking and i found what i was looking for.
PS he is super hot too :D