updates

i guess i should post something. i just haven't been in a blogging mood, and since i have zero readers its just not that exciting.
my hot man moved in ! YAY it is really nice to have him close all the time. its also been great for my budget since i am not wandering to target to kill time anymore. whoohoo. i am dealing with the loss of personal space. its not that bad however i still have to get used to it. i think the thing that is hardest for me to adjust to is the fact we are really like an old married couple, very routine and predictable. i believe its necessary for the kids, mostly for his daughter. she is 6 and needs to know that when she gets home there are things we have to do and then to go to bed. children need structure and its our job to provide it.
in other news his ex was evicted and stuck him with a $1400 judgement so he has been paying that off. Some how she managed to get a govt agency to pay a month to get her in a new place, so April was paid by us, the generous public (aren't we nice?). it really sucks because he still over pays her child support and she still has no job but manages to go out to a bar 3 nights a week. i still just don't understand it. its totally off to me. i can't imagine no working for a month let alone 3. i hate that woman.
On the diet side... i am struggling to stay on plan, i am at goal and made it to life time but i am about 8lbs over what i personally want. and seriously 8 shouldn't be hard to lose some reason i am struggling with the self control. seems all i want is sweets and fatty foods, if i didn't know my cycle better i'd say i was PMSing. i know that's not till next week. something to forward to.
ok so now about my boy, i am the luckiest woman alive, he cleans!!!!! i hate certain things like .. well i'll be honest, cleaning. He has scrubbed the floors and they look awesome, he does the dishes too! he is amazing and i love being with him.